Whats new!?

So... since it's been over YEAR since I posted, I guess I'll update.

Amber: Amber started first grade in August and, after struggling to get into it, absolutely LOVES it! She is doing so well. She loved to read, and is one of the top spellers in her class! She's never scored below a 90% on any of her tests. She makes me SO proud!!

She also dances on Wednesdays and is getting very good at it! She gets to go with her BFF Kamryn so that makes it so much better!

She is the light of my life, and makes me so proud every day.

Me: Well... the good news or the bad news? The good news?! I'm in love! Without even looking, or expecting it, I have found the person I want to spend the rest of my life with, and he even wants to spend his life with us!! He makes me happier than I have ever been.

The bad news? For the second time in 6 months I am jobless. I don't do well not working, I like to work so being at home all day is a struggle. I'm hopeful though!

I turned 27 last week... And although I pictured my life a lot differently than it is at this point, I couldn't be happier. I am grateful for the family and friends I have, and the love that I have surrounding me. And the tortoise I got for my birthday.

Overall, even through the ups and downs, I would have to say it's been the best year of my life.

Bowling in El Paso 2010 Scrapbook page :)

Pizza Night

We made the yummiest pizza for dinner the other night, but mostly had such a fun time doing it! Amber loved getting her hands messy in the flour and trying to throw the dough up in the air with Daniel. 

  

  

  

  


  
  
  


We made the yummiest pizza for dinner the other night, but mostly had such a fun time doing it! Amber loved getting her hands messy in the flour and trying to throw the dough up in the air with Daniel.  

Tuesday September 9, 2008

One year ago today...


At seven am i got the phone call. Jerry had been in an acccident and they didn't know how bad it was. He was just going in for his second brain surgery. I think i knew at that moment that he wasn't going to make it. I cried and cried but couldn't bring myself to go to the hospital yet. I went on my day as normal. Babysitting, getting reay for work, making phone calls.

Tiffany got my shift covered at work so as soon as i was done with everything i went to the hospital. I was alone when i got there and made the mistake of going into his room by myself. I really didn't know what to expect. It was a shock. He was on full life support, his head was wrapped in gauze with drains coming out from underneath. His legs were uncovered so i could see his right knee, swollen and purple. There were monitors everywhere making strange noises. I held his hand, warm like always, and told him to wake up. Like it was just that easy. He coughed and it made an alarm go off. A nurse came in to suction out his lungs, i watched as Jerry gadded and blood came up in the suction tube.

slowly his family and our friends came to the hospital, Kristen, Rob, Amanda and Ravon were the first to come. We just sat and waited. going to his room to see him every once in awhile, but mostly just talking and trying to pretend this had never happened.

Monday September 8th, 2008

One year ago today...

Jerry came to visit me at Crest on his way to his brothers house. He came on the scooter he'd only had for a few weeks and was his favorite thing in the world. We laughed and picked out baby names for Kristen and Rob's baby that they had just found was a boy. Then we made plans for me to stop by his house on my way home from work and he would walk me home. Like we did most nights. Work was a little busy and i missed the opportunity to give him a hug before he left, i realized it too late but thought "i'll just give him one later." I yelled bye to him as he walked out the door. It was the last time i talked to him, or saw the Jerry that i loved. When i drove by his house on my way home and noticed that the scooter wasn't there and just figured that he got hung up at his brothers. I went home and went to bed with no idea that my life had been changed forever.

Around 10 that evening, on his was home from his brothers house as he drove down Geneva Road, a car turned left in front of him, he swerved but didn't make it around. His right knee was smashed in to the back of the car, and his body flew 97 feet before he landed on his head. He spent the night in surgery where most of his temporal lobe was removed, then put into a coma he would never come out of.

Amber's first day of kindergarten!

Today was Amber's first day of schooooool!!! She has been so excited for it all summer and by the end she counting down the "sleeps" till it was time. the thing she has been most excited for is that she gets to ride the bus! I was really nervous for this, and expected her to have second thoughts when it really came down to getting on but as soon as she saw it she was right up on the curb with the rest of the kids waiting! I hardly got a goodbye from her. Once she got on it took a second but then i saw her cute little face in the window just waiving her little heart out! She was so happy! She is such a big girl! I hope she is always this excited about school! 

One of my favorite outfits that she got for school, even the High School Musical shoes with light up laces! I mostly love them cause she can tie them all by herself! She is so proud of herself! 

She insisted on a backpack with wheels, why i do not know but we finally found one that wasn't 53 dollars. It's huge and will probably have no more than one or two folders in it but it makes her happy and i guess she won't have back problems! 

This is just cause she is cool!

The only picture i could get of her getting on the bus cause she was running away from me so fast! She looks so little! AHHHHH!! my baby is so big!